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OMG i didn't know my last post was almost one year ago ._.

Recap time!
~Still single
~Still playing aika
~Still deferring my diploma for no reason
~Still very lazy and don't wanna go work!
~Quitted MOF thoroughly
~Did extension and removed it already

Even though it's been almost a year, nothing had changed, I'm still the forever alone me.

Managed to know some great friends, but apparently I don't mean as much to them than they are to me. So no point isn't it?
Only lonely.

As usual, I just need my Po no matter what happens!

Gonna sleep soon, really very tired! Visit my blog when I blog again k!



xoxo
trying very hard to eat lesser
Nemi

Genting 3D2N

Hello peeps.. I'm currently at one of genting's lan shop doing nothing right now. I was here because my mum asked me to and she sponsored all my expenses and I really mean ALL!!! Don't have to pay for the hotel, coach, food and entertainment. She and her friends gave me a total of RM450 to spend on my own and still asked if its enough or not. LOLS
I wonder why would it be insufficient?

For now I bought a pink watch for just RM15, some accessories, eyeshadow and eyeshadow brush for a total of RM40, some gums and maggi for RM20 and bought 4D too! HAHAHAHA. All the stuffs like so cheap lols! Gonna watch a movie at 915pm later, PRIEST! I hope it's not very scary.
Left with around RM250? I don't know what I should do with those money, spend on clothes and accessories? Like nothing nice here to buy already ==
Think I walked all of the shops in the hotels already. I'm deciding if i should buy a 2way bus ticket to KL tomorrow, I mean like seriously, its 430pm and i have nothing else to do, WHAT ABOUT TOMORROW!!!

REGRETTED

And I heard that Baobao they all maybe going clubbing tonight, and im gonna missed it because im at genting now. *heavy sigh*
AND AND AND AND AND!!!!
In the lan shop, they didn't have AIKA! How can they not have AIKA?!?! It's like the BEST game ever! Ok, for me it is. ^^

Im bored im bored... Im really fucking bored!!! Maybe i should just tell my mum that im gonna buy a ticket and coach back to SG now zzzzzz....
I may be able to sneak into the casino, but its not like i have the capital to gamble anyway, and it really isnt that exciting to SEE people gamble, what entertainment is there?
Who wanna go to the themepark alone also. I've done it once in the past and im not gonna do it again. It's so lame. Going on rides alone is one thing, going rides alone that you have rode BEFORE ALONE is another thing.
I dont want to waste money to camp at the lan shop also, no aika, what else can i do? Read manga from mangafox? How many titles would i finish by the time my pocket becomes dry? It's fucking RM15 per hour! Super not worth. And I only bought an hour for now since I wanna try to see if there really isnt AIKA in the computer. I just dont wanna believe it when the person told me that there isn't and he will not be able to download it for me. SOB SOB

What's wrong with downloading a new game? It's not like it's taking that MUCH space in the computer anyway, and AIKA is popular with malaysians too!
*stopped writing and went facebooking*
Ok, just 2 seconds ago, i was viewing  aikasea's profile on facebook. AND YOU KNOW WHAT?!
THEY ARE UPDATING PATCH AND WILL RELEASE THE LVL 60 CAP TOMORROW!! FUCKING FML!!!
I just turned lvl 50 yesterday which was the supposed cap level, and im only 2% ?! HOW TO GRIND SIA!!!
Now I feel like going home more and more.. I want to grind, I want to advance job.. GENTING YOU SUCKED
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xoxo
i love aika
Nemi

Words taken back

No, I can't.
I still love you, everyone knows that.

Yesterday, me, you and Donovan went JB together. It was such a memorable day and night.

For the whole time, you held onto my hand, it was as though we had never broken up before.
Everything was great, but it all ended too quickly.
I know that a day like this won't come by again so easily, but I will still yearn for it.
You treated me as though I was your girlfriend and of course I treated you like mine, I always hope that we never ended.
We finally sang a duet together, our first, we never sang one before.
I anticipated what will happen but I still went for it, thats because I love you.
Never have I felt this way with another man, it's just you.
You may not feel the way like I do, I bet I was an entertainment all along.
When will you ask me out again?

Neway, went to the one at City Square! Got complimentry buffet! SOOOO much better than the kbox's! Next time ask Pei Xuan go with me again, cause I don't know still got who can travel across the borders. LOLS

His slippers and my wedges. We were all freezing!

Took without him knowing.. No flash nor focus. I love you :(

Couldn't we just get back together? Like how we were 5 months ago? Yesterday you told me that I was your girlfriend. But I know you were #justsaying, I couldn't sense any seriousness in you. I'm glad.. At least you ignored HER call and whatsapp when I was around. You didn't hush me and pick up the phone nor whatsapp while backfacing me.
EVERYTHING WAS JUST LIKE 5 FUCKING MONTHS AGO!
However, it ended when I sent you to work and bid you goodbye.You did not whatsapp me up till now.
I'm disappointed. :(
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xoxo
FML
Nemi

idontwannamissyou

You untagged the only photo that has me and you together.. The ONLY photo that we took, I don't understand the rationale behind these. Even though we both looked like a dork, but i still treasured this photo, and I thank Mharyanne for taking it secretly since you like to hide away from the camera so much.

Or maybe you're just afraid that you Malaysian GF would find out? Whatever's the case, I'm saying bye to you. I wouldn't give a damn whether you call me out or not. SMS or whatsapp. i won't reply a single one. The KL trip, I would take it that you hadn't mention it before.

It's over. It's really over this time round. I'm moving on, moving to a place without you.

I guess all those clubbing, drinking and flirting really did help removing you from my heart.

No more Malaysians PLEASE! It was the WORST decision ever to be made by me! When I had a crush on PB, I don't even want to be his girlfriend due to him being a Malaysian. But in the end i still went steady with GM when he was one too??? Bad bad mistake.. I remember I said before that I won't date a Malaysian, what was wrong with me when I accepted his pursuit?

HECK about love now and shall concentrate on my studies which will resume 2 weeks later.. ;(
Need to sms Miss Sze later to ask about my readmission procedures if there's any. I should just stay awake till 6am and SMS her, hopefully i wont be disrupting her sleep. LOLS
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xoxo
cant wait for school
Nemi

Nothin'

I just felt like blogging though i had nothing much in mind actually..

Today was just another working day. Not busy, but busy chatting.. LOLS
Though it's ordinary yet it's special: A customer bought me 2 tequila shots!
Slurped it down and it was damn shiok! The lemon citrus after the shot was just heavenly~

Still confused, I really thought I looked horrendous without make up on and contact lens, the wig is optional, yet someone told me I looked sweet! The customer asked for my number too, and thats the me without everything on! WEIRD!
Also, there's this keyboardist from the live band told me that I was cute when he first saw me, and then the next week, he stopped me when i was clubbing there. Obviously he didn't recognise me, not many people could remember my name at that point YET let alone expecting such a great transformation in my looks right? And so he told me that I was beautiful, that he works here and would like to know me, and I told he that a few days ago you told me I was cute and I work here too..! He stunned. ROFL damn funny.. I love seeing people with that stunned reaction when they realise that I am me. 8DDD

There was one malay bouncer who asked for my number before, and that same night I waved at him and approached, also, he gave me the who-are-you look.
Me: "You asked for my number and you don't recognise me now?"
Him: "Huh?"
Me: "You just asked for my number a few days ago right!"
Him: *surprised look* OMG! You look damn different!!!
Me: *smiles and left*

Who will believe at first glance that this two are the same person? Not me for sure =3=

And i didn't edit/phtoshop both photos at all, it was just make up+wig+flash+angle that make it different from the right one.

These two photos was only taken on a two days gap, it's not years but days.. HAHAHAHA

I know I'm not very chio la, but at least not ugly can? Thats why I always believe in the saying that there's no ugly woman only lazy woman.

On the right is lazy to makeup when go out and on the left is go clubbing must makeup suisui then willing to step out of the house.. ^^

Can't wait for my teeth to be more straightened and less bunny.. If I am going to edit my photos any soon, the first that I'm gonna touch on is my mouth, not eyes not cheek but mouth! So fucking disgusting, I know.

Time for bed, it's like going to be 10am soon and I'm still here blabbering about nothin'(?), playing neopets and ranting on twitter etc.. STOP TIME!
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xoxo
who's my boy?
Nemi

Night Life

Long time no see again, busy with work as usual, but not at the same place now.

I've gotten a new job since January (and now it's March and I hadn't update about it yet), but i still return back to MOF once in a while if they need staff urgently though, or if I'm able to wake up.

Talk about my new work place, Titanium, Roysten said that we are an Asian fusion life entertainment centre, but to ALL members of the public, other than he himself, we are a THAI club. Get it? Who the fuck would tell others that we are an Asian Fusion Life Entertainment Centre, so damn freaking long, when you could just describe it as Thai club? Short and sweet, two syllabus? We do have Thai singers, dancers and coyotes anyway.

Come down any day and you may happen to see me there working too! Age restrictions apply though, it's not as if I could take you in, I'm not the shareholder, sadly.
Ladies 21, Gentlemen 23 and ONLY covered shoes please. ;)

BTW, I'm not just working at Titanium! I work at Arena too! Bet everyone heard of Arena, it's located at Clarke Quay one of the more popular places that party goers will crash to. Titanium and Arena are both under the same company, it's just like MOF and Lenas! Different uniform, different name, but same boss, same handling.

Arena's entry age is lower, unlike Titanium, just 18. Not really like Zirca, Zouk or Powerhouse, Arena has a live band. Not that I mind, I treat the live band set as my break time and the DJ set as the shake-my-body time when i club there myself! During live band, I would sit down, relax, play the dice and drink, as there's bottles to finish! But IMHO, i preferred Zirca. Powerhouse and Rebel sucked, I'm a human, not sardines, I dislike squeezing.

OHOHOHOH!!! I AM SO FUCKING CRAZY MAD ABOUT THIS KOREAN DRAMA NOW!!

It's named DreamHigh, storyline is like those teenagers trying their best to becoming Korean idols! DAMN NICE CAN! If only the main female lead could be slightly less attitude, I would love it even more ==
Something like 紫禁之颠 if anyone has watched that before, a super old Taiwan drama starring most of the K One members, just that it doesn't encircle around only dance, this Korean drama is into singing too..


SUPER recommended to watch.. 5/5 rating ^^

Most of the actors/actress are of popular Korean groups like T-ara, 2pm or even popular singers themselves.. Worth the watch due to the dances and songs, bet they had a hard time rehearsing for these! They performed Genie by SNSD too! *loves*


School is around the corner, and I'm dreading for it. It just feels weird to be back in the class after these months. I have been in a completely different environment, will I be able to adapt back to before? Did I forget the reason as to why I defer my course in the first place? Hell yeah.. Why did I defer?
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xoxo

iampatheticgal92
Nemi

Damed the laptop

Thought that pinky finally recovered.. BUT FUCK NO

Before starting to type this blog i restarted pinky at least THRICE~

If this problem persists, i will have to call AsiaPec again..How troublesome.. zzzzzz

Can Monday arrive soon? There's like so many necessity that i need to get, bills i have to pay and food i want to eat.. I'm not gonna camwhore and post my photos up until i buy my contact lens and got makeup done nicely. 

And I need a photo with him.... It's been 2 months, but we still hadn't taken a nice photo together.. 

And and..i think its really the spects and the no make up that make me looked like a 16 years old

Last year's photo, with a close to black hair colour and a fringe thats even worst than my current one, yet I looke older than a year later's me. Get the scissors away from me..

i.n.e.e.d.t.o.g.r.o.w.m.y.f.r.i.n.g.e.l.o.n.g.l.i.ke.m.y.w.i.g.s

I practically looked like this now

Left.. Actually, maybe not that WORST.. 

More like this instead..... 

Left again, same fringe? But slightly longer hair length now.. Anyway, these two photos are the 14 years old me, and currently people are telling me that I looked 16 years old, maybe i can still feel better now.

I miss my boyfriend, but he hasn't been whatsapp-ing often nowdays.. T.T

Though i am still able to see him at MOF everyday~it just felt different to text each other when you are not together.. Something called bliss.

Gonna sleep.. Work at 12:30 later~

pinky, i love you.

PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME WITH JUST A HANGED SCREEN AGAIN!

cont blog soon

xoxo

faster monday

Nemi